Collins English Dictionary defines perseverance as "steady persistence in a course of action, a purpose, a state, etc., especially in spite of difficulties, obstacles, or discouragement."1 The process includes a doggedness and steadfastness, in spite of discouragement. It includes a tenacity and endurance until the end.
Perseverance is not just plodding forward; it is plodding forward even when (perhaps especially when) we are disappointed or discouraged. When life gets murky and mucky, I must purposefully toil and trudge through the mire.
In my mind, I think I have been throwing adult temper tantrums. My checklist of what should be happening and when it should be happening has not come to fruition, and I have not been tenacious in keeping focused on that which is most important.
1 Timothy 4:16 tells us:
"Watch your life and doctrine closely. Persevere in them, because if you do, you will save both yourself and your hearers."
Hebrews 10:36 says:
"You need to persevere so that when you have done the will of God, you will receive what He has promised."
Strong's Lexicon reminded me that perseverance includes abiding still, continuing, or remaining in the "blessing for which one keeps himself fit".2 Continuing on a daily basis in the love and grace God has gifted me, rather than existing in a state of disappointment is really the key.
Strong's emphasizes in the Hebrews verse - "in the NT (New Testament) the characteristic of a man who is not swerved from his deliberate purpose and his loyalty to faith and piety by even the greatest trials and sufferings."3
Recently, through the Holy Spirit, I have come face-to-face with the fact that I have swerved from my true purpose of loyal faith and piety, and I have allowed this trial of an unsold house to hinder my journey. I have briefly taken my eyes off heaven, the ultimate prize, and in that process I momentarily lost my daily joy.
John Gill explains that I am to take heed unto thyself - I am to take heed that my life is exemplary - and that means that my mental life should be steadfast, so my special gifts from God are not neglected. He encouraged me (and us) to feed our lives with God's knowledge and understanding, according to the doctrine of Christ and His godliness.4 By taking heed, we can save ourselves from the polluted thoughts of this world, which definitely include a propensity for giving up or giving in to discouragement.
God is a glorious God of grace and mercy. Even though I have no idea why our sale has not happened in my earthly timetable, God wants me to suffer through this trial in joyful perseverance, keeping my eyes on Jesus. I needed this lesson in continuance and endurance, regardless of my deferred prayers. I needed to learn to bear up under the temptation to throw mental temper tantrums.
Dear most gracious heavenly Father,
I know that my prayers are heard. Even when they are not answered as I would like or expect, I know that You have what is best for me in mind. I ask that you continually teach me how to persevere. I ask that you will enable me to endure without discouragement because I cannot do this on my own. May you envelope me and fill me daily with your joy. May you help me keep my eyes focused on my Savior and Sustainer, Jesus Christ. May you teach me to heed unto myself, so I may live an exemplary life, pleasing to you. Amen.
1. perseverance. Dictionary.com. Collins English Dictionary - Complete & Unabridged 10th Edition. HarperCollins Publishers. http://dictionary.reference.com/browse/perseverance (accessed: August 06, 2011).
2. Blue Letter Bible. "Dictionary and Word Search for epimenō (Strong's 1961)". Blue Letter Bible. 1996-2011. 6 Aug 2011. < http:// www.blueletterbible.org/lang/lexicon/lexicon.cfm?Strongs=G1961&t=NIV >
3. Blue Letter Bible. "Dictionary and Word Search for hypomonē (Strong's 5281)". Blue Letter Bible. 1996-2011. 6 Aug 2011. < http:// www.blueletterbible.org/lang/lexicon/lexicon.cfm? >Strongs=G5281&t=NIV
4. John Gill's Exposition. http://www.biblestudytools.com/commentaries/gills-exposition-of-the-bible/1-timothy-4-16.html
